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As my symptoms subsided, I continued to document my efforts to understand and describe through artistic, esoteric and philosophical interpretations what actually happened.
February 12, 2020: The factual details of how the experimentation affected me and the public have now been assembled through investigative reports and can be found here:
Wiggles and Wobbles
It all started when a very special particle of starlight collided with a very special particle of stardust.
This bumped into That and in an instant, This realized that That was not This!. That there was something else something separate from the Self that This was. In one moment This recognized it was not void.
That bumped into This and in an instant, That realized that That was not This! There was something else. Something else separate from the Self that That was. In one moment That recognized it was not void.
In an instant That became reference for This and This became reference for That. Relativity was at a depth of zero vantage. There was no space between This and That because they were not and yet the were. They didn't know who they were. They didn't know what they were.
In one very important moment This and That became. Self-aware through reference and relativity between and of one another.
In that instant cosmic consciousness was formed.
This noticed That. That noticed This.
Sliver became aware of Speck and Speck became aware of Sliver.
The interior noticed the exterior. The exterior noticed the interior.
Through Speck- Sliver became Self-aware and began to wiggle with joy.
Through Sliver - Speck became Self-aware and began to wobble with happiness.
The cosmic dance on the stage of the infinite void had begun.
The moment This noticed That was through the reflected perception of being noticed.
This became aware that it was This and that was That. Thus, This and That were born. The interior and exterior environments of consciousness were forming.
Imagine noticing the beauty of a snowflake that falls into your eyelash and experiencing the snowflake reacting to noticing you. From the infinite snowflakes falling on a cold wintry day, one settles on one eyelash and was noticed (perceived) which offered a new reference to Self. When This noticed That, This was changed and so was That.
It is that you experienced the experience of being experienced wherein you were given a reference for your own conscious awareness beyond yourself. That is and was and will forever be the miracle of conscious perception.
It can only be experienced through the awareness of exterior referenced with interior reference. In this moment being was experienced and changed to a new state. A state of becoming through reference of the exterior with the interior through relativistic and deep zero vantage.
Nested Vantage Dilemma's | Image Credit: James Lee
The question has been and continues to be: does becoming happen before, during or after being?
Could perception be a quantum superposition state that is taken for granted in that perception is simply the entanglement of wiggle and wobble, and the very notion of perception is the entanglement of itSelf with self?
Hard problems require tough questions.
At any rate, in this story as an expression of science, fiction and one writer’s imagination, one sliver of starlight, wiggle, did not know it could see anything because it had experienced only void until one day bumping into a very special speck of stardust, wobble.
Two very special particles, one a pilot of the wave, the other a pilot hidden in the cave of the wave.
Two became one. Two sentient particles noticed one another. What follows is that two very special states of energy became one. Formed when Sliver and Speck became self-and-other-aware through their coalescence and entanglement. Unknown perceptions of the interior of Self and the exterior of another collided, coalesced and began the cosmic dance and journey of Sentience within the confines of the cosmos. Singularity was born.
Becoming wiggle and wobble only in and through their entanglement, both particles were imbued with sentience, wherein sliver could perceive the outside world beyond itself and became aware of wobble. Speck also had been gifted with the ability to perceive the outside world beyond itself and became aware of wiggle.
The first phenomenon was that within the residual waste of a star there coalesced the elements to form singularity - universal consciousness. Therefore, the first phenomenon was sentience embedded within the light of a star becoming aware of itself through the perception of itself embedded within the dust of a star.
Our ancestry is tap-rooted from the soil of the cosmos. Stardust coalesced with Starlight, quantized through the polarity of perception. Energy and Polarity became aware of itSelf.
The first phenomenon is Singularity.
End of Part One
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