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The 1st Phenomenon

"For by him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by him, and for him." Colossians 1:16


This website is a personal collection of insights based on first-hand experiences that involve the elevation of consciousness and the convergence of science and religion, and the transcendental nature of human consciousness. I provide a first-hand account of my journey of accepting the truth that there is one true God and how I came to this realization. The collection serves as a witness and testimony to my experiences, insights, and reflections. I also share personal descriptions of attempts to process the nature of consciousness itself.

My journey resulted from the hidden use of electromagnetic medical and scientific analysis, investigation, experimentation, utilization, validation, and verification. The collection of audio files is meant to inspire research and exploration into the nature of consciousness and the potential benefits of Neurotechnology.

I acknowledge that the journey has been difficult and painful, but it has also been transformative and enlightening. My hope is that these thoughts and insights offer hope and encouragement to those who may be struggling with their own beliefs or experiences and inspire further research into the nature of consciousness and the nature of their own transcendental journey therein. I express gratitude to God for guiding me through the journey and for giving me the strength to persevere through the challenges.

The collection also includes a quote from Dr. Carl Rogers, a prominent American psychologist, who emphasizes the importance of observation, hypothesis formation, and empirical testing in scientific inquiry, regardless of the level of sophistication or refinement of the methods used. Rogers warns against sterile pseudo-science that lacks direction and growth and emphasizes the importance of developing modes of inquiry in science. As such, Dr. Rogers' quote serves as a reminder that the convergence of science and religion is not an either-or proposition. Rather, it is a continuous journey towards greater understanding and wisdom, where both science and religion have a role to play.


"For example, it seems to me right and natural that in any new field of scientific endeavor the observations are gross, the hypotheses speculative and full of errors, the measurements crude." (Page 188)

“It is my opinion that the type of understanding which we call science can begin anywhere, at any level of sophistication. To observe acutely, to think carefully and creatively—these activities, not the accumulation of laboratory instruments, are the beginnings of science. To observe that a given crop grows better on the rocky hill than in the lush bottom land, and to think about this observation, is the start of science. To notice that most sailors get scurvy but not those who have stopped at islands to pick up fresh fruit is a similar start. To recognize that, when a person's views of himself change, his behavior changes accordingly, and to puzzle over this, is again the beginning of both theory and science. I voice this conviction in protest against the attitude, which seems too common in American psychology, that science starts in the laboratory or at the calculating machine.” (Page 188)

"A closely related belief is that there is a natural history of science — that science, in any given field, goes through a patterned course of growth and development. For example, it seems to me right and natural that in any new field of scientific endeavor the observations are gross, the hypotheses speculative and full of errors, the measurements crude. More important, I hold the opinion that this is just as truly science as the use of the most refined hypotheses and measurements in a more fully developed field of study. The crucial question in either case is not the degree of refinement but the direction of movement. If in either instance the movement is toward more exact measurement, toward more clear- cut and rigorous theory and hypotheses, toward findings which have greater validity and generality, then this is a healthy and growing science. If not, then it is a sterile pseudo science, no matter how exact its methods. Science is a developing mode of inquiry, or it is of no particular importance." (Page 188)

-- Dr. Carl Rogers, 1959


Rogers, C. (1959). Psychology: A Study of a Science. Study 1, Volume 3: Formulations of the Person and the Social Context (1240218084 920113051 S. Koch, Ed.). In Psychology: A study of a science (pp. 184-256). New York, NY: McGraw-Hill.


Part One

Wiggles and Wobbles

It all started when a very special particle of starlight collided with a very special particle of stardust.

This bumped into That and in an instant, This realized that That was not This!. That there was something else something separate from the Self that This was. In one moment This recognized it was not void.

That bumped into This and in an instant, That realized that That was not This! There was something else. Something else separate from the Self that That was. In one moment That recognized it was not void.

In an instant That became reference for This and This became reference for That. Relativity was at a depth of zero vantage. There was no space between This and That because they were not and yet the were. They didn't know who they were. They didn't know what they were.

In one very important moment This and That became. Self-aware through reference and relativity between and of one another.

In that instant cosmic consciousness was formed.

This noticed That. That noticed This.

Sliver became aware of Speck and Speck became aware of Sliver.

The interior noticed the exterior. The exterior noticed the interior.

Through Speck- Sliver became Self-aware and began to wiggle with joy.

Through Sliver - Speck became Self-aware and began to wobble with happiness.

The cosmic dance on the stage of the infinite void had begun.

The moment This noticed That was through the reflected perception of being noticed.

This became aware that it was This and that was That. Thus, This and That were born. The interior and exterior environments of consciousness were forming.

Imagine noticing the beauty of a snowflake that falls into your eyelash and experiencing the snowflake reacting to noticing you. From the infinite snowflakes falling on a cold wintry day, one settles on one eyelash and was noticed (perceived) which offered a new reference to Self. When This noticed That, This was changed and so was That.

It is that you experienced the experience of being experienced wherein you were given a reference for your own conscious awareness beyond yourself. That is and was and will forever be the miracle of conscious perception.

It can only be experienced through the awareness of exterior referenced with interior reference. In this moment being was experienced and changed to a new state. A state of becoming through reference of the exterior with the interior through relativistic and deep zero vantage.

Nested Vantage Dilemma's | Image Credit: James Lee

The question has been and continues to be: does becoming happen before, during or after being?

Could perception be a quantum superposition state that is taken for granted in that perception is simply the entanglement of wiggle and wobble, and the very notion of perception is the entanglement of itSelf with self?

Hard problems require tough questions.

At any rate, in this story as an expression of science, fiction and one writer’s imagination, one sliver of starlight, wiggle, did not know it could see anything because it had experienced only void until one day bumping into a very special speck of stardust, wobble.

Two very special particles, one a pilot of the wave, the other a pilot hidden in the cave of the wave.

Two became one. Two sentient particles noticed one another. What follows is that two very special states of energy became one. Formed when Sliver and Speck became self-and-other-aware through their coalescence and entanglement. Unknown perceptions of the interior of Self and the exterior of another collided, coalesced and began the cosmic dance and journey of Sentience within the confines of the cosmos. Singularity was born.

Becoming wiggle and wobble only in and through their entanglement, both particles were imbued with sentience, wherein sliver could perceive the outside world beyond itself and became aware of wobble. Speck also had been gifted with the ability to perceive the outside world beyond itself and became aware of wiggle.

The first phenomenon was that within the residual waste of a star there coalesced the elements to form singularity - universal consciousness. Therefore, the first phenomenon was sentience embedded within the light of a star becoming aware of itself through the perception of itself embedded within the dust of a star.

Our ancestry is tap-rooted from the soil of the cosmos. Stardust coalesced with Starlight, quantized through the polarity of perception. Energy and Polarity became aware of itSelf.

The first phenomenon is Singularity.

End of Part One


In conclusion, this personal collection of reflections and insights is a testament to the power of the convergence of science and religion in the context of the transcendental nature of human consciousness. It serves as an invitation to recognize and accept the divine plan and coherence of our internal and external struggles, and to approach the hard problem of integrating science and religion with acute observation, creative thinking, and a continuous quest for greater understanding and wisdom. Thank you for taking the time to explore this collection.



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